我的迷惑找到了答案~

有时侯，在心中都会有一些疑问。比如说，如果有一天你特别在乎的人突然对你冷淡了，相信你都会很迷惑。其实，这只是个例子，这也并不是重点。突然间，我发现到，一个人如果真的忙起来，可以变成另一个人，就好像忙到可以觉得这世上只有一个人。哈哈！我相信我不会吧。很高兴的是，我这几天的迷惑终于找到了答案。这答案让我这几天的疑问句都化为乌有。怎样忙都好，要好好照顾自己哦。明天加油哦！尽力而为：-）

终于离开了

今天是一个很特别也沉重的日子。我终于再次离开我的家乡了。之前我的离开，只不过是到槟城读书，想回玻璃市就回。但这次不同了，我是要到相距七百多公里的吉隆玻读书了。这一去，也许几个月后才能回来了。说起来，挺有点不舍得的，毕竟在槟城读完A-level后，我就一直呆在玻璃市了，呆久了，当初第一次要离开去槟城的不舍又不知不觉涌现回来了。唉，我还以为，我已经习惯了那种感觉；还以为我的心已麻木了，但我错了。我的“不舍”还是在这里。

在槟城一年后，重返玻璃市，突然有一种很陌生的感觉。我好久都没试过呆在我家乡那么久了。之前那一年，就长纪录应该是四五天吧。慢慢的，就适应回了玻璃市慢节奏的生活。没大型血拼广场，没特别“爽”的谈天场地，没戏院，没。。。。但还是有家的味道，哈哈。离开前的几个月，最大的收获就是认识了他。缘分下；机缘下，我认识了他。他慢慢地进入了我的世界，跟他谈天总是会给我一种很舒服的感觉，每天跟他顶嘴已经不知不觉成了我的习惯。哈哈！我也不懂为什么那么喜欢跟他谈天，也许这就是不能解释的感觉吧！我这一次离开，都不知几时才能回来了，你要好好照顾自己哦！提前向你说声，生日快乐咯！：-）

说好的幸福呢。。。

这首歌超好听滴,这首也是我超爱听的一首慢歌.差不多每一天都会在宿舍播放这首歌, 我的室友说不定也会唱了呢!希望他们不会听到不耐烦就好了.
伤感,动听,句句都是肺腑之词,而且咬词不清^^,这些都是这首歌的特点. 再加上它的MTV,就是一首完美的<说好的幸福呢>!! 记得好好欣赏它噢!

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

ExAm Daysssss~

I just passed three mentally-tired days after stucking endless of words and points into my little brain. Yesterday was my General Paper exam and this morning I just finished my economics papers. Phew~A little relief for me as my next paper is on next monday..I can take a good rest and stop for a while to refill my petrol before pecut-ing again. Yesterday I slept at 2am and woke up at 5.30am. Damn sleepy now though I still here writting this blog. Even kah vein's afternoon nap is longer than my night sleep. Seriously! I mean last time la..hehe~

Just now during the exams,I did a very stupid but funny thing which makes all the exam candidates to laught their ass off! haha..Usually,the examiners will ask for someone to check the packages which contain question papers inside in order to show that the papers are totally confidential and are not opened before. Since I was sitting at the front side of the room,the examiners asked me to volunteer the rest to check the package as usual. However,I just 敷衍 them and touched the paper-contained package by using my fingers. I did it consecutively for the another package. I dunno why I suddenly did like that..Perhaps my brain still not start their engine yet but my stupid "check" on the package causing my friends to laugh loudly. haha.. Well,maybe I did a right thing! Everyone is too nervous with the exams and jumping and muttering around like ants on hot bricks. My foolish 敷衍 still managed to put a smile on their face. It is a good sign!! Yeah..relax ma..

Anyway,today is one of my roommate's RuWee's birthday..We planned to hang out tonight as a so-called "celebration" to his birthday. Yet,still in planning. Everything have to see 1st la..

LoNely dAy aGain~!!

Haizz..once more time,I'm alone in hostel. Today all my housemates went back to their hometown and left me alone in hostel,the one who still have to sit for exams next week. I forced myself to stay in penang becoz if I go back to perlis,I surely will not study at all.Instead,playing around with my little sister and watching tv the whole day. Here,I have no other entertainments besides studying, sleeping and on9-ing.That's all. Obviously,I can concentrate more on my studies. Well,maybe I should not regret for what I had decided since the beginning day of my exams. But still,staying in a house with no one else around gives me a scary feeling! College life!! I have to accept that this is part of college life. Perhaps I should think positively. I'm the temporarily owner of the whole house!!hahaha! I paid for four person per room rental fees but enjoying the "ownership" of the house! I should be enjoying,rite? Somemore my roommates left me his bike in penang,providing me an option to go elsewhere to hang out..haizz..yet,maybe I just try to console myself. haiyo,yao zhe!! study la! think so much for what! If bored,then on-9 chatting lo~enjoy your freedom in weekends la~

Love??

Love..It has been more than two years for me searching around for love. Love is something we will strongly demand for but we will find that it is very hard to catch it. Love is like a fast-flowing river,once it passes away,it will never come back.The given opportunity is short and precious. If you let away the golden chance,maybe you will feel great regret when you recall one dat. Sometimes you can find that it is extremely stupid as we have to put a lot of efforts just to gain attention from the one we love.Even her smile due to all your movement can cause us to be on seventh heaven throughout the day. It is said that no pain,no gain. But,is it a really correct words for us? Well,at least it didn't work on me. Honestly, I had put much more efforts than what I never expected. Yet,the efforts I put..everything I did for her..still ended up with a big disappointment and greatest fall in my life. I used to stay kilometres away from her;I used to stop talking with her; just hoping that I will not be hurt again. I had made a decision,a decision which I still kept on asking myself whether I will regret till today. I give up;I give up all efforts in the two years;no more love for me. I don't want to be hurt again. I really afraid that pain feeling;it was like hundreds of needles pickling into my heart.It's really pain,relly pain.haizz.. As long as we are still good friend now,I will not regret anymore. Here,I wish you all the best.
So till now,I still single with no love. Sometimes really admire and jealous of those having their loved one,giving all their best one to their loved one. Well, jz a few weeks from the day I write this blog,one of best friends just started in relatinship with another girl.haha..Dude,I wish you always be happy with her. Appreciate her!You used to be as suffer as me just because of the "love" word. Now,you are having ur new life and new experience.I'm happy with you too. Wish you always have a nice time with her! Love forever for you and her!!

Batu FerriNghi NiGht~30 Oct 2008

30th Oct 2008 night..

Me, together with another two roommates who are wei jian and ruwee went out for a crazy night. Wei jian is my latest new roommates taking culinary art and Ruwee is the most experienced resident in my hostel who is taking business course. Tonight, we went out for dinner by bike as usual. Wei jian brought me by his Wave100 bike and Ruwee ride his scooter. It is a bit late,around 10 smth,but still our main purpose for going out is for our dinner-actually is for my dinner. They had taken their dinner respectively when they went out with their coursemates while I was taking a long sleep after my hectic exam until around 10. After waking up,my stomach was voicing out his unsatisfaction-damn hungry!! I asked them to go out for dinner and yet they still accompany me to go out though they had taken their dinner. We reached at NS stall by bike and I managed to finish my so-called dinner within 5-8 minutes. phew..great relief to my stomach..
After my dinner,maybe their foot are a bit itchy,suddenly decide to go Batu Ferringhi which is about a 20-30minutes ride from where we stayed. Well,their suggestion stimulates me to have a walk there too..So,we start our journey to b.ferringhi with around 70kmh speed. On the way,Jian rides his bike carefully but he always trying to scare me when he was going to turn. To tell you all honestly,I have a phobia on bike while turning more than 45degree because I met an accident and fell down from bike before. (when I was on my way to school last year because too speedy..paise ar) Perhaps telling them about my pain experiences is the big wrong steps. They always tried to scare the shit out of me whenever they give me a ride! Damn it!! After almost 20 min,we managed to reach at the air-freshing b.ferringhi. We hav a drink outside a restaurant before going for further walk.

After drinks,we went for a walk along this road. There are many stalls here selling bunches of reasonable and cheap stuffs. Me and Jian bought some souveniers but with different intentions. Jian bought for his girlfriend but I just bought for my friend. Damn admire him sometimes! So sweet..Ruwee ended up with buying nothing as his girlfriend is in Mongolia now. hehe..

Run for your life!!The attack of pirates ship!!! haha~just kidding..This is very special restaurant which is famous with steak and seafood. And the price is damn expensive too. So,we just stand outside staring at this pirates ship with saliva almost coming out from our mouths. Nothing to do besides staring at it,I managed to take a photo reminding myself I will come back one day!!
After walking..buying..searching..loitering for nearly 20min,our legs are exhausted and decided to go for a rest at the beach as demanded by ruwee. Unluckliy,the sea level is rising tremendously that night and a bit dark already,therefore we decided to cancel this "romantic" plan and go back to our hostel.
On the way back,Jian suddenly changed his mind again.This time he wants to go for a walk near the beach where is in front of Gurney Plaza. Well, we agreed with his plan too as we insisted on our prvious plan too, just changed our location. Interestingly, we found an old man throwing his net into sea around 12 smth. Guess what is he doing late in midnight?
He is catching fishes in midnight lonely,ignoring totally the fierce layers of waves on the sea. Even we can feel the geli-ness far from there. We were attracted by his strange timing and decided to have a look behind him. Look at the pic. Jian is acting cool standing behind the old man kepo-ing..haha..After watching for minutes,we went for a talk with the old man. ooo..Actually that old man is a permanent resident who stayed near Gurney drive for almost 20 years already. He said catching fishes is his interest since he was young. He shows us his techniques for catching and observing the flow of fishes. He also teaches us how to choose the harmless fishes because some fish are poisonous!! He talked a lot of "dao li" relentless,saying that last time we could find more fishes here.But time had changed,his fishes also changed! haha..sweat..
Yet,I still managed to take a few photo while that old man is giving his speech..sweat..sorry my hair is a bit messy because it is windy..

Another ART from me!! Scenic,eye-freshing,romantic,relaxing view..thanks to me!

After having a long conversation with the old man,we flied back to our hostel as fast as lightning not because of tiredness or sleepiness. But,it is raining suddenly!! However,the old man still not having any intention to go back due to his commitment. Old man,I'm really and utterly impressed by you!! Good luck to you and all the best! After a tiring journey, we this monkeys still excited and energetic enough to take a few photos! What a bunch of crazy ppl..well,I'm one of them too..
That's me!! Still acting cool ar?!! haha~

We again!! Me and my roommates!! Friendship FoRever!!