Monday, December 27, 2010

Your promise, just delayed

Again and again
being left in disappointment and sadness
Delayed and delayed
Everyday I think, I convince, I plan, I dream, I believe
but the day still never comes

Seriously,I'm not blaming you
It's never your fault
I understand but I just couldn't hide my sorrow
Please forgive my fragility
Could it be our destiny,
with multiple barriers standing in our ways
No,I will only believe that they were tests from god for us

When all these started
I truely understand what my heart thinks
what my heart wants
what my heart never gives up
what my heart loves
what obstacles awaiting ahead
what possible tests for us
and what I had for you,
which never fades and changes

I've held myself strongly
finally,helplessly, I cried quietly on my bed
but it is a different tear
totally different from years ago...
Now, all tears solely out of pure disappointments
only special tears for you,
but also because of you, I tried so hardly to hold back my tears
It's you the reason to convince me that the day is still awaiting us
but only much more delayed, to a month from now

Out of a sudden, I recalled what you've told me dat night
the night we spent together outside your house
it wasn't long but memorable and eternal in my heart
and if you still remember
you told me, PATIENCE IS A KEY TO SUCCESS
I do always keep that in mind
because I knew the obstacles we will be facing from the beginning
So, I stop crying
I held back my tears
and I believe,I have faith in your promise,
It's written
the day is coming.........

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Convocation...Not Mine, yet Motivated

9th Dec 2010
21st Grand Convocation Ceremony of ATC
of course it is not my convocation
but I was invited to accept awards for being listed as one of the top performers in Intermediate results
I felt anxious for the past few days though >.<
RM1000 was granted for my achievement
credits to sponsorship by Shearn Delamore & Co, one of the outstanding law firm in KL


Being temporarily narcissistic XD Suited up and going to KLCC ;P
Hope it looks nice =)




Such a spacious comfortable hall,
crowded with fresh-from-the-oven ATC graduates of Bachelor of Laws programme from University of London
many respectable judges and professors were invited,like James Foong ( Judge of Federal Court of Malaysia), Prof Jenny Hamilton( Director of UOL) and to my excuse whatsoever selangor assemblyman
Prof Wayne Morrison was the one who handed me the envelope during ceremony
pretty humorous old folk =)



After the ceremony, muka seriously tired >.< What I received from the ceremony

Nice and memorable yet tiring day!
Great motivation after attending the convocation ceremony
ONE First class honour graduate and 25 Second class upper graduates!!
I wish I still be able to earn myself a place to attend the ceremony next year
by now,start all hard works as possibly max as I cud and try my ever best
Part 1 is always perceived as a bitchy year but I will make myself a bitch to part 1

nutshell,congratz to all fresh graduates and books price winners =)
gambateh