A small Piece of My Mind in midnight ~

It's late..but no sleepy mind...
what and why am I still doing here??
dunno..jz simply drop by here..
Without any intention..
I looked out of my window..
Observing few stars on d dark sky..
beautiful,peaceful and scenic view..
strong feeling of calm in my mind..
thinking and thinking..
drowning in what had happened to me recently..
And flashed back to the past stories....
recalling the secondary time..
with bunch of crazy friends..
but dunno why,I recalled that experinces as well...
The experiences which are untouchable...
pickling-heart..
And Precious..
Yes..is the experince which I fell down deeply,woundly..
no more secret abt dis..
what she brought to me are deep wounds...
but still,thanks to her..
becoz of her, I decided to grow up,
b more matured,
and started to noe more ppl..
no longer living in the small world,
where just me and her..
I enlarged my world, I started to forget abt it..
becoz of her,I damn changed a lot..
from penang to KL..
I noe,I have to be a strong-hearted guy..
contrast from the scene that I cried in class becoz of her..
sorry no more..!
I will change...!
No cry for a girl,No sad for a girl,No wound by a girl......

Ces't la vie..
This is LiFE..no things will go according to ur will..
sometimes...
Life is so ironic that you won't get anything parallel to ur heart..
you hav to fight hard,work hard for everything included ur love..
even if the given efforts oso cant guarantee a fruitful result..
so do I..so do you..So do EVERYONE in this world..
Gambateh for LOVE..
Gambateh for the one I hurt before..
Gambateh for my friends..
Gambateh for my seniors n juniors..included piggy ah-ma
And gambateh for myself too..