Tuesday, January 19, 2010

虚伪 (翻版)

你带着僵硬的笑容靠近
我似乎可以看见过厚的妆从你脸上脱落
你试图从她身上 得到一点什么
她身上有你没有的
你们一起去逛街 唱歌 喝酒 看电影
你们如胶似漆 姐妹相称
暗地里 你有一对恶魔的角
像黑猫一样的眼神 血红色的嘴
诉说她的不是 和其他带着僵硬笑容的脸
她不快乐
应该伸出友谊之手的你
这时终于露出了真心的笑
黑色的心脏 在众目睽睽下 露出了原来的样子
你放声大笑 拼命的笑 甚至还流出了眼泪 捧着肚子
我看着她坐在你们里 拼命为自己包扎
试图掩饰打从心里流出来的鲜血 狼狈得不像话
我看在眼里 不忿在心里
事情的发生 总会让人看清楚一些事实
多亏你 我总算见识了 友谊的面具背后还可以藏着这么样的一张脸
知人知面不知心 古人说的话 至今还是用得着
证明了无论什么时候 人性的丑恶 还是存在
交友 只好带着防备的心 必要时 也带上盔甲





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Saturday, January 16, 2010

WalaoOO

Sometimes it is utterly not a good thing to have friends sharing the same name
because I knew it!!
I have two friends,Sean and Sean
better explaination
one from malacca,one from sabah
today,one of them sms me asked me to go out for dinner
then I replied few msg as usual n agreed it
(thinking that he is the malacca sean)
----first error occured here---->

after that,I received a call from SEAN nearly 7.30pm
he is sabah sean..asking me for dinner
I rejected him because I thought I had AGREED to malacca sean
---second error occured here--->

getting down and realised that he is late,I phone malacca sean
he was damn blurred by tat time,saying that he was still at home and just woke up
now I knew what the hell was going on already
Celaka !! checking back to the history of messages inbox
OMG! I was so blurred that terbalik-ing their identities the whole day
the one sms me out for dinner is sabah sean
I agreed him in sms 1st but rejected him when he phone me nearly the time to be out for dinner
then I more embarrassed myself by calling n scolded the innocent malacca sean...
---third error occured here--->

EXTREMELY SWT-ness!!
PAISE-ness
and WTF-ness
haiz...I knew why I was so blurred~
because I just knew tat I will be ignored for some following days
PS: better way to prevent such case :
1. change their display contact name
2. check better first when contacting with them
3. f*ck them..!! ask them to change their name
4. drop the friendship with them
3rd and 4th are extreme and worst choice XD

what a blur day...but this is who I am =)

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Tearing..........

终于...
我最不想看到的事情终于发生了
朋友的离开...
是我最怕面对的事实...
但结果,还是发生了...
那天,我没哭..
我任由眼泪打滚着,但我不会让它流下来
我要坚强...我不想让他看到..
我不想把气氛弄得更糟..
但我知道,我的心已经在流泪了
这种眼泪很特别,无形的
只有我深深地感受到
那种的悲伤,不舍
临别前深深的一个拥抱
是我唯一能够给你给我的安慰
朋友...
All the best...